Chapter 381 She Still Lied
Chapter 381 She Still Lied
Chapter 381
The beautiful girl is like a proud phoenix, her brows are full of self-confidence.
She fixedly looked at the person she loved deeply in front of her, and whispered all her thoughts.
She knows what she is doing now and what she is saying.
She wants to be an emotional third party, a person who cannot live in the sun.
She knew that this was contemptible, not what a good girl would do.
But she had no other choice,
She is very sure......
In her whole life, except for this person.
She will never have anyone she likes again.
No matter how despicable it is, no matter how shameless it is.
But now she also wants to smile and tell him all her fantasies.
As she said, this is her own business and has nothing to do with Gu Lin.
She likes him, but she won't invade their lives.
She wants a little bit, the time outside of Xu Muzhi, that's enough.
But there is one thing... Miss Ji knows it herself.
She lied anyway.
Her complexion remained unchanged, she didn't care, and even jokingly said to Gu Lin, "I'm not getting married."
actually,
She really wants, really wants,
The mother chose a bad person to waste her whole life, and made her cowardly and uncomplaining. 257
Such a family environment has seriously affected Ji Ruoxue's outlook on love.
Since she was a child, she has been secretive, throwing love far away from her own world.
Disgusted by anyone approaching her, she wants to turn herself into a person who is completely opposite to her mother.
but,
After all, there will be such a person who breaks into her world arrogantly.
Little by little, unconsciously, all her wounds were healed.
Make her admire, make her yearn for.
And only one person is special.
She will never marry anyone but this one!
She misses it so much!
She finally understood what Gu Lin said about marriage to her when they were drinking that night.
Marriage is indeed not necessary in life.
But at a certain moment, it is what people want most.
When you meet someone and you don't like it, you will naturally want to form a deeper relationship with her, you can't wait to be tied to him, and you want to announce it to everyone.
Ji Ruoxue thought about it too.
She always lacks a sense of security, so she constantly hopes to make an agreement with Gu Lin to be together for the rest of her life.
If she could sign a lifetime contract with him, if she could have a relationship with him that could hold hands, embrace, and kiss each other even in the sun... Even if she was imprisoned in a cage, she would be happy.
But she knew that it was too late now.
That position couldn't possibly belong to her.
Fortunately, she just thought about it, but she never expected to be greedy for this.
Unless, Gu Lin broke up with that girl.
Otherwise, she can only be a third party in the shadow at best.
This is the price, she is willing to accept.
she knows,
That girl also likes this person, she is a good girl.
She admitted that she was jealous of Xu Muzhi,
But she likes Gu Lin, so she won't make things difficult for Gu Lin.
She will only steal some time that Mu Zhi doesn't want, and living in a world without her, she will never use means to compete with her.
Moreover, she couldn't grab it.
She is very clear, be realistic, proceed from reason,
Although Gu Lin is soft but not hard, he is a little indecisive.
However, if you have to make a choice between the two.
Although it would be difficult for him to make such a choice.
But the person he chooses must not be himself!
If I had to make a comparison, Gu Lin definitely liked Xu Muzhi more.
It just makes everyone miserable.
Therefore, Li Ruoxue will not compare and compete for anything, she only needs to compare with herself.
She wants to like the person in front of her more and more, and she has to work hard to make the person in front of her like her more and more.
This is enough.
Whether emotionally or rationally,
Her choice is the best and most greedy result.
Gu Lin: ...
Thinking about it carefully, it has been a long time, it seems that Ji Ruoxue (Baeg) and Xu Muzhi really did not appear in his life at the same time.
Is this what she had thought long ago?
It turns out that she also likes people.
What she likes is so brave, so decisive, throwing everything away, leaving no way out for anyone.
Gu Lin admitted that looking at the girl's persistent eyes and listening to her firmly expressing her admiration and joy. ,
He was also speechless.
His heart beats fast,
The so-called sudden heartbeat, inexplicable emotions hovering in my heart.
This man is cheap.
Obviously, at the end of his previous life, he had already told himself that he was going to let go of this girl.
They were not suitable, and he couldn't get into her heart.
There is no future between them.
But now, when the time is reversed, unknowingly, he has entered this quagmire willingly.
No, perhaps it should be drowned in a swamp of honey.
This love is actually just covered up.
Drinking in summer, anger during the Mid-Autumn Festival, hugging each other at sunset, pointing fingers at the moon...
Does he really have no affection for her?
fart!
It's just fooling myself.
When this person is so sincere and desperate to tell him that he likes him, he still can't restrain his heartbeat.
He can't control it.
He really liked her for a long time, missed her for a long time, imagined many lives with her, imagined many futures with her...
They have been entangled for too long, past and present lives have been in a hurry for fifteen years,
Gu Lin is not a saint, and he is doomed to be unable to break through this entanglement that is constantly being cut and messed up.
morally, rationally,
He knew very well that he shouldn't be doing this.
He already has a girl who is worthy of being loved for a lifetime,
That girl whose eyes are all about herself, is too cute, and shouldn't be hurt in any way.
However, at this moment, he could not control his heart after all.
All the girls have talked about this,
Just treat me as your lover, I don’t want a title, I don’t want anything from you, I don’t affect your relationship with her, I don’t appear in your world, only when I’m in the company, I can accompany you Stay with me........ Such words have been exported.
She didn't even want to pressure him to say his feelings for her, she would see and feel it herself.
What can Gu Lin say?
Refuse her with righteous words?
Does it work? Does it work? Does he want to say no?
Ask yourself the despicable heart, too hypocritical.
Gu Lin felt that he was hypocritical.
And he also knows,
He couldn't hide his current mood, and Li Ruoxue could see it.
so,
She is very happy, she has been smiling slightly, and her eyes seem to be shining brightly.
The proud goddess who has always been in the mortal world, fell in love with someone, it's not good.
well.....…
Can a person really be divided in half?.
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