Living Only For Myself: Make Those Who Hate Me Regret It

Chapter 421 - 420: "Don’t Cry...

"You don’t need to ask me who I am. Xu Su, I’m not like this with other people. As for what I want to do?"

Shen Chen looked down at her, his gaze fixed, and a smile curled his lips. "Don’t you know what I want to do? I dream of fucking you."

"Shut up!" Xu Su swung her hand to slap him again, but he caught it mid-air this time.

"If you want to hit me, you’ll have to wait. Let me see where you’re hurt first."

When Shen Chen got domineering, he was downright inhuman. Xu Su’s hands were restrained once again. He carelessly ripped off her already crooked shawl and tossed it to the floor.

Two jade-like arms were exposed before his eyes. The black and blue bruises on them made Shen Chen’s eyes narrow abruptly. His face, which had remained calm despite all of Xu Su’s cursing, changed in an instant.

"Who did this?" Shen Chen’s voice was distorted. "Zhou Mochen?"

’He’s not even calling him Brother Zhou anymore...’

"It’s none of your business!" Xu Su struggled with all her might but couldn’t break free of his grip. She laughed in exasperation. "Shen Chen, first figure out who you are. What gives you the right? Is it your place to be asking about this?"

"Whether it’s my place or not, I’m asking."

Shen Chen wasn’t angered by her provocation. He carefully examined the handprints on her arms, noticing marks from more than one hand. His eyes gradually darkened. "Where exactly did you go yesterday?"

Xu Su was furious at his impervious attitude and simply gave a cold sneer, not bothering to say another word.

"Fine, don’t answer. I’ll see for myself." Shen Chen swept her up by the waist, carried her straight into the bedroom, and, amidst Xu Su’s cry of alarm, tossed her onto the bed. The next second, he leaned down over her.

He reached for the headboard, and once all the lights in the room were on, he pinned Xu Su’s hands above her head again. With his other hand, he lifted the hem of her skirt.

Tears of desperation welled up in Xu Su’s eyes as she cursed him relentlessly. It was a pity that in her two lifetimes, her repertoire of curses was so poor that she only knew a few phrases.

If the timing weren’t so wrong, Shen Chen would have found it amusing. He magnanimously stopped, lowered his head to kiss her eyes, drying her tears. He asked in a soft voice, "I’ll give you one more chance. Tell me where you went yesterday, or I’ll continue."

"The construction site!" Xu Su didn’t dare to be stubborn anymore. Right now, Shen Chen was a madman capable of anything. She said with a trembling voice, "I went to the construction site."

"The construction site..." Shen Chen repeated slowly, a look of confusion on his face.

He couldn’t imagine Xu Su going to a construction site alone, so he naturally assumed she went with Zhou Mochen. But if that were the case, it was even harder to understand where the injuries came from.

"What happened at the construction site?" Shen Chen asked directly, his face grim. "Where on earth did you get these injuries?"

At his mercy, Xu Su was furious but didn’t dare speak out of turn, afraid he would lift her skirt to "inspect" her. She stiffly recounted the general events of the previous day.

A night had passed, and besides, nothing truly major had happened—at most, her thigh was groped and her arms were grabbed. Xu Su had more or less come to terms with it mentally. Bringing it up again, she no longer felt the panic and fear of yesterday.

However, the feeling of disgust still lingered, so much so that her description was tinged with unbearable loathing.

In contrast to her composure, Shen Chen’s face, as he listened, changed dramatically. He ground his teeth. "You went to the construction site alone? Xu Su, are you a fucking idiot?"

Enraged, Xu Su was about to curse back, but Shen Chen abruptly stood up, practically dragging her into the bathroom. He ignored her protests, forced her face toward the mirror, and snarled, making her look at her reflection:

"Here, take a good look. Xu Su, you look closely for me. I’m telling you, with a face like yours, if you don’t have someone protecting you, you can’t even imagine how dark this world is! How dare you go to a place like a construction site alone?"

He thought about her description: a remote construction site, a few workers dragging her toward a shed, a hand groping her thigh...

If Zhou Mochen hadn’t arrived at the critical moment!

Shen Chen’s jaw was clenched tight as he stared daggers at her.

And Xu Su looked at the scene in the mirror. Her earlobe, which he had sucked and kissed, was still bright red. Her chin was held in Shen Chen’s grip, and her lips were slightly swollen, clearly looking like they had been kissed harshly.

Her shawl had long been torn off, and the hem of her camisole top had been pulled out from her skirt.

Now, held from behind by Shen Chen, the reflection showed the girl’s delicate collarbones. Below them, the fullness within her V-neck top was faintly visible, rising and falling noticeably as she cursed in anger...

’This whole scene is just...’

Xu Su instantly shut her mouth, not daring to curse anymore.

"Sensing the danger now?" Shen Chen sneered, then suddenly asked a completely unrelated question: "What’s the deal with that Si Xuan?"

"..." Seeing that he had calmed down a little, Xu Su couldn’t help but move her chin. "Let go of me first. We can’t talk properly like this."

Not only did Shen Chen not let go, he pressed even closer against her...

The stirring behind her made Xu Su’s whole body go rigid. Her lips trembled. "Shen Chen, this is your true nature, isn’t it?"

"Yes, you’re absolutely right," Shen Chen admitted decisively. In the mirror, his eyes seemed to glow with a feral green light.

"This is my true nature. Xu Su, tell me, if we do it, will you and he still be able to be all lovey-dovey together?"

Xu Su was so scared she wanted to cry, but she desperately held it back.

"I don’t know if Zhou Mochen and I can stay together, but I will hate you for the rest of my life!"

She didn’t understand how he could become so insane in just one day. Before, he had clearly been a devil-may-care but good-tempered person. If this was all a facade, then he had hidden it far too well.

"A lifetime..." Shen Chen seemed incredibly moved by the word. He reached out to lift her skirt. "How wonderful. You’ll remember me for a lifetime."

Shen Chen’s movements were decisive, without a hint of hesitation.

His gaze was fixed on Xu Su’s reflection in the mirror.

Whispering soft, coaxing words...

Xu Su forced herself to glare at him, but she didn’t even have the strength to curse him.

When she saw him unbuckling his own belt, she finally couldn’t hold back her tears. "No, Shen Chen, no!"

Shen Chen’s movements paused, and he looked up at her again.

The girl’s face was streaked with tears. She was no longer the feisty person from before, struggling against the immense humiliation. Instead, she was crying pitifully, sobbing and hiccuping...

A pang of pain shot through his heart. He reached out to hug her. "Don’t cry. Does it feel that awful...?"

Shen Chen had thought that once he’d made his decision, he wouldn’t hesitate at all. In the end, he still fell victim to her tearful assault.

Xu Su was crying so hard she could barely breathe, both afraid and furious. Hearing his words, she broke down completely and screamed, "You’re shameless!"

The poor girl didn’t even know how to curse properly, just repeating the same few phrases over and over.

Shen Chen was completely helpless against this delicate girl. He grabbed her by the waist, turned her around to face him, and held her face, kissing her gently.

"Don’t cry... Be good, don’t cry anymore."

Xu Su ignored him and kept crying. She was determined to cry!

Shen Chen sighed deeply. "The more you cry, the more I..."

He didn’t finish the sentence, only pulling her a little tighter...